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havent been on really
my birthday  was cool =]]
anyways
school has started and since the hott/and cute guys
are endless
i don't mind!
alex and alec <3
even spazic jacob has the cutest smile ever!
weeeeell
my dads over here
im shocked they let me sleep
my parents dont even know im awake! :D
so I have been kinda absent here
and so yeeeah
everyone wish me luck with talking to alex/alec/messing with jacob to see if i did something personal to him??
so I'm going to go outside my bedroom :(
i robably wont quite cleaning/working till like seven or eight
eh eh eh
byee now =]]
xoxo
-crystal
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isnt it funny

2 min read
in that night or moment
your completely swept up
and never see the real person...
well i dont care
i join the list...
anyways
my birthday is coming up
and my mom is picking up mah bestie!
so she can stay for some days! :D
the whole theme is going to be
get ready for it
SPONGEBOB :D
oh yes
im still youn enough to love him right?
and im going ghetto again with a pinata :)
when i was in elementary
i was the only white kid =]
and all the parties had pinatas!
[not racist at all!
see my child hood neighborhood youd get it!:)]
yes yes im picking up ashley!!!
even though we have to frive 4 hours to drop her back off
YAY!
uber exited
and me and shley both love tea
and she bought a case of arizona tea
and she said im saving you one
even though you can go any place and get them for  99 cents
its special because im saving it for you
=) see shes so mah homie for life!
i think only she and elena can come to my house though
so yeah...
PINATA AND TEA!
like me and ashley have bought countless teas
for eachother and ourselves xD
at this store behind her house
which is about a minute form mine
or was
since she moved...
but psh!
this is sooo awesome!
it means alot to me
to have my two best friends with me
on my birthday
yaaaay!
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his name? john mark
is he amazingly wonderfully sweet and precious?yes
does he actually like you? yes
could you possibly be in love with him? most definitley yes!!!!
he told me as long as your heart is open you can love at anytime
and hes writing me a song
and he has wonderful poems i adore
and he reminds me that im so beautiful to him
and he thinks he dosent deserve me!
if anything i dont deserve HIM!
he said he did alot of bad things and it feels wrong to be so happy
i make him really happy
i called him and he said he'd been waititng for it all day
just to hear my voice
and he felt like a little school girl
he says the most wonderful things
and he makes my heart beat really fast
and i cant concentrate because i think of him
and he gives my tummy a wierdly good feeling
and zomg
hes amazing
end of story
thats the biggest thing in my life
him him him
he says im perfect to him
and he manages ot make me blush
zomg
i love him
wait who said that?
when it was ME who always said saying i love you to early was awful
this kind of feeling leaves me dazed
his name swirls in my head all damn day
john mark john mark john mark
i love you =]
everything we've talked about i keep thinking of
and it makes me smile
this really really big smile
and hes a hopeless romantic like me
z
o
m
fucking
g
i love him! :DD
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okayy
writitng a new story
oh yeah
i dunno if I'll post anything on deviant though
eh maybe
hm no i think i will
i havent written much though
but anyways i like it :)
im not going to any personal matters on this journal
lalala
byee <33
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He hasn't talked to me
ignores me
which is worse than forgetting...ignoring is remembering someone just wishing you didn't
Ouch
No word
He was supposed to come to my house
Nothing
Damned nothing
Ignoring me
And I made a mistake and went to myspace chat
And was like hit on so much
And iknew they were lying so instead of getting mad like usual
I was like laughing so hard my stomach hurt
So I could have flirted but no way I didn't...
One guy was really scaring me O.o
He wouldn't leave me alone about PHONE SEX
I was like dude back off...
And it was awful
Ignoring
I can't be ignored..it's the thing I hate the most
"i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel"
I'm non existent...
Zech is being heh lately..
Not really talking to me =//
Man oh man I'm dumb
hahaha
I wish I just laughed...
Elena is gone and so is Ashley
moving again 6 or 7 hours away
Could anything suck more?
I still have my baby
We're snuggling
I love Riley...
Well I'll finish htis and go back to being
brutally ignored
yay [not]
Could I feel any worse?
Maybe I should end it
But here's a secret...
I don't want to..
:'(
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